It all seems just the same as it was yesterday,
but I feel the air too heavy and the
the blow of wind went right across my body.
I feel the knot in my stomach
and a lump in my throat,
thoughts rushing through my mind,
awakening the dark memories.
I want to scream, but I couldn’t hear my voice,
I want to shout at the world for
playing jokes with timing on us,
for giving me a glimpse of a future, too soon!